A meaningful experience. Two weeks ago I gave a portrait painting demo to a small art association which meets about an hour from my home. I had mixed feelings about accepting this flattering invitation. I was not familiar with the group and I had never before demonstrated (well maybe once during the Vietnam War). In spite of my doubts, I agreed.
I agreed for two reasons. First, by occasionally stepping out of my comfort zone I grow. Duh. Second, I would like to help others. Wince. A cache of clichés. However, if I elaborate on these notions, I'm in danger of projecting a new age or self help image. So, please, pardon the platitudes.
I am not adventurous by nature. However, as I have painted, blogged, and exhibited; I have become less inhibited. I have discovered new skills, made new friends, and acted with purpose. Even as I write this particular article, I am venturing into risky territory. Many years ago, while I was working, I wrote a personal mission statement. I can't find it in my stuff, but it went something like this…"My mission is to add some beauty and wit to the world."
Which brings me to the idea of making a contribution. I know that having some personal success as an artist does not necessarily translate into a meaningful experience for others. So, as I planned the portrait demo I began to think…what can I offer to a group of 20 to 30 artists with varied interests? Having attended many demos for very large groups, I considered what I would want as an observer. I made a one page handout with some thumbnails of my portraits, my palette, and my basic painting principles. I also decided that during the demo I would emphasize methods that could possibly carry over to their existing artistic endeavors.
For about an hour and a half I painted as I talked about my approach, thought processes, and ideas. Since the group was relatively small, I tried to engage the members by asking questions and encouraging discussion. I was quite satisfied with the progress of the painting, but was unsure about the patter. I'll never know. However, I do know, that I had a meaningful experience.
